
It is very irritating to have the feeling that you have been used by someone. Now I do not consider myself to be naive or gullable by no means but I do give people the benefit of the doubt. I tend to believe in the good of people first and not jump to conclusions or judgements. I don't think this is a bad characteristic or one that I will rid myself of...EVER! However, it really irritates me to think that my kindness has been used and abused and I've been thrown away like an ole rag...arggg! How can these people live with themselves? I mean they must know what they've done or have they convinced themselves otherwise so that they can look at themselves in the mirror. It is quite disguisting and down right low. Not to quote a JT (that's Justin Timberlake for those out there who are under a rock) but "what goes around, comes around." I don't let stuff like this bother me cause these people get what's coming to them. It may be tomorrow, next week, or 10 years from now but it will come. Life has a funny way of working things out like this. I, however, will not let these incidents interfere with how I view other people and how I treat them. This would mean these "people" would have succeeded and I won't let that happen!! To those people, Shame on you for being the low down dirty dogs that you are.
