13 going on 30.....

When did I become old? I do realize that 32 is not old persay but hey as the song goes "I still remember when 30 was old." And I do. Yes, some would say I'm only young but sometimes I just don't feel that way. Sometimes I hate the responsibility of being an adult and the assumptions that automatically come along with it. I hate that. I mean don't get me wrong I have no issue with growing old and I look forward to all those laugh lines (I think!) but sometimes I just want to do things and not have that look that says "you're old enough to know better, when is she going to grow up." You know what I mean? I feel like that right now I am at an age when certain things need to be persued but do I want to do that now? I don't know. Some days yes and others no. I guess as I get older I start to realize that yes I am too old to do some things now and sometimes it sucks when I want to do those things! I guess now I am just 13 going on 40!!! I know one thing for sure....I am certainly going to be one silly old lady!

Life

It's amazing that we never really appreciate anything sometimes, do we? When we don't have it, we want it and when we seem to have everything we wanted then we are really not satisfied, are we? I'm sure at some point we have all been in this position and usually don't realize it until we lose what we thought we didnt' want, get it? Clear as mud, right? I guess the point is that life moves fast, people grow old, love begins and ends but life moves on whether we like it or not. Enjoy every minute of it, the good and the bad. Growing old seems like a lifetime away until it stares you right in the face!