13 going on 30.....

When did I become old? I do realize that 32 is not old persay but hey as the song goes "I still remember when 30 was old." And I do. Yes, some would say I'm only young but sometimes I just don't feel that way. Sometimes I hate the responsibility of being an adult and the assumptions that automatically come along with it. I hate that. I mean don't get me wrong I have no issue with growing old and I look forward to all those laugh lines (I think!) but sometimes I just want to do things and not have that look that says "you're old enough to know better, when is she going to grow up." You know what I mean? I feel like that right now I am at an age when certain things need to be persued but do I want to do that now? I don't know. Some days yes and others no. I guess as I get older I start to realize that yes I am too old to do some things now and sometimes it sucks when I want to do those things! I guess now I am just 13 going on 40!!! I know one thing for sure....I am certainly going to be one silly old lady!